April 2025 Reflections
April arrived with a feeling—like something stirred open and something deeply impossible to ignore. It’s not just the start of another month. It’s another beginning of a shift that I can feel in my bones, in the air around those I hold space for, and in the space between the stars.
There’s something beautifully bold and hauntingly tender about what this month holds. A planetary invitation to both rise and soften. To act and reflect. To embody more of what’s been waiting to emerge through us.
Neptune just entered Aries for the first time since the 1860s. That alone is a big deal. For over a decade, Neptune’s been traveling through Pisces, whispering dreamtime wisdom, reminding us that we are all connected, all infinite, all healing in slow spirals. But now… the energy is changing.
Aries doesn’t float. Aries moves. Aries initiates.
When Neptune moves into Aries, the spiritual becomes active. We aren’t just sitting in meditation or praying under the stars. We’re stepping forward. Acting on intuition. Defending what we feel is sacred. And for many of us, that means no longer abandoning our truth to keep the peace. It means standing in courage to see —not for ego, but for soul.
What I’ve felt already in sessions and in my own inner world is this: there is a push to embody more of our spiritual knowing. To stop hiding behind the processing and begin living the knowing. It’s activating. It’s honest. It burns away the fluff. And for some, it might feel like a cosmic “enough is enough.” The old cycles are done. The masks don’t fit. We’re ready to show up, and for others it might feel I need to process the cycle I am in.
At the same time, Venus is in retrograde, slowly tracing her way through the final degrees of Pisces. She dipped into Pisces on March 27 and won’t station direct until April 12, but her shadow will linger until mid-May. And if Neptune in Aries is the fire that wants to move, Venus in Pisces is the tide that asks us to feel.
This retrograde isn’t just about past lovers or nostalgic longing—it’s about how we’ve romanticized sacrifice, how we’ve quietly abandoned pieces of ourselves in the name of love, approval, safety. It’s tender. It’s full of memory. I’ve witnessed those I support reconnect with old dreams and question the roles they’ve played in self-relationships & their interaction with others—wondering if they ever truly fit.
Pisces doesn’t ask us to solve. It asks us to surrender. To soften. To be honest with ourselves about what still hurts and what’s never truly healed. We are multi-dimensional & our understanding comes in layers - so does our healing.
And as we move through these parallel currents, we are met with a sacred gateway on April 4—a numerological portal often referred to as the 4/4 Portal.
The number 4 holds the frequency of foundation, form, and sacred structure. It is the number of Earth, of the four elements, the four directions, the four limbs of the body. When this number doubles into 44, it becomes a master vibration—a frequency that supports divine stability through spiritual architecture. It’s not just about building something; it’s about building something aligned with soul.
On this day, we’re invited to reconnect to our inner architecture. What are we building, energetically and emotionally? What foundation are we standing on? Are we rooted in truth or illusion?
April 4 reminds us that true support is not just external—it’s energetic. It’s ancestral. It's mystical & It can be awaken through codes within us. The 4/4 portal offers a moment to ground in our intentions while opening to the quiet guidance of the divine architects walking with us—sponsors, guides, teachers, protectors, soul family.
It’s a beautiful midpoint in the month’s emotional unfolding. And it gently anchors all this movement into form.
So here we are. One planet calling us into movement. Another asking us to turn inward. A sacred number inviting us to root the sacred into structure.
This is April. Fire and water. Becoming and remembering. A threshold between the version of us that’s fading and the version of us that’s already waiting on the other side.
If you’re feeling stretched—if you’re tearing up for no reason, sleeping deeper than usual, waking up with sparks of ideas, or wondering why your past is echoing back—know that this is part of the process. There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re not behind. You’re not failing.
You’re becoming to what is needed.
This is a powerful time to honor your process. To work with & support your body to process what the mind can’t hold. To create space & make time for grief, laughter, desire, fatigue, vision. All of it belongs.
You don’t need to push through it. You don’t need to be perfect.
Let the energy move through you in the way it wants to.
And if you feel the call to ground, to clear, to realign as you move through this threshold—know that you don’t have to walk through it alone. This is a powerful time to schedule a recalibration, a clearing, or a sacred alignment session to support the version of you that’s already unfolding. These sessions are here for you, not as a fix, but as a supportive tool for deep healing & remembering.
And when it does, you’ll feel it… the quiet alignment that happens when the cosmic tides match the rhythm of your becoming.
With all my Divine Cosmic love walking with you for your highest fullest potential,
Pauline💞 / Sa'el Thira 💙
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